I seem to always anticipate and get really stressed out about the future. I guess thats why its better to live in the moment, which I am trying harder to do. But I have been thinking a lot about things. Like how I need to find a place soon so me and Z can move out of his brothers soon, and what I want to do for work, how I can fulfil my dreams, etc. I want to make the best choices now so I can have a good future.
My biggest focus right now is on finding a place, and second to it is finding a j...
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I had such a weird, crazy, and long dream last night. 
I woke up at 7am went back to sleep and had this dream until 8:09am. It was about me going to prison.
I was in some huge weird and old fashioned school, and I was on my phone. A teacher got mad at me, she took away my phone and I got sentenced to prison. I went to this prison, and it was on a huge ship. It was almost like a cruise ship, but it was obviously much worse because it was for prisoners. The prison was almost like the one in Shaws...
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I moved. Again. 
Now I am in the city with Z's bros. Its kinda awkward living with 4 guys atm, but hopefully I get used to it for the time being.
Im kinda in a pickle now. I am trying to decide if I should hold off on beauty school for now. I am concerned about not having enough money, not having a job, not having a house, and not being able to drive. I never got a break from coming out of school and everything is so rushed. So I have like 1 more day to decide before I have to call them and tel...
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Good morning!
So far I have been in bed all morning. I was watching my tv show and then I did a face mask and eye mask and listened to music, and now I am watching Bubz videos again. I didn't watch them for quite a while and now I have a lot of catching up to do. I am watching them all backwards so I can find the last one I watched, it gets sort of confusing. 
I think Bubz is the most inspirational and lovable person I have ever met (well not really met but seen). She always makes the best of t...
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I am pretty happy today. I didn't have a good night again last night, just not happy and ccouldn't sleep and such. But this morning I woke up really early and couldn't fall back asleep so I just stayed up and looked up stuff for my career. I was looking at jobs including teaching English, hair styling, waitress, bar-tending (Z won't let me tho aha), poker dealing, so on. And there are a lot of cool career options out there to try. I don't have to just stick to hair styling, though that is my ...
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Hellooo everybody,
Well life have been pretty crazy lately. Im now graduated, I got into a hair school which I will be starting in less than 2 weeks.... (So nervous) and I have to move to the city asap. Z and I were planning on moving together, and we found a house and everything was working out perfect. But Z's parents didn't like the location.. It was a pretty sketchy neighbourhood I must admit, but it wasn't horrible. Like there is a lot worse out there, and I believe we were fortunate to f...
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Well today I ruined my phone... I got an iphone recently, and it fucking sucks. (excuse the language.) I deleted everything on it because I accidentally rebooted it when I went on itunes. So basically after hours of trying to get it connected to itunes, I finally did and it ruined my phone and got rid of all the music anyways... Safe to say I absolutely hate my phone right now. So I restarted everything after calling apple and finding out they could do nothing about it, and have to start all ...
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I am unbelievably tired this morning T-T I just want to sleep all day. Probably because yesterday night was my first day at work, and there is a lot of lifting and pushing and moving involved in produce. So far it seems a lot better than McDonalds, but I hope it stays good or gets better so Im not at another shitty job. But I have to admit, even if it were a shitty job I would still be happy because working with Z is so much fun =3
For some reason these mornings, as soon as I wake up I think a...
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Goooood morning! It is 8:40am and I woke up from my laptop falling off the couch and giving me a heart attack. Terrifying really. 
I had such weird dreams last night... And I can actually remember most of them =D
So one of them I was on a road trip with my family. And we were in red deer. I was really hungry and I wanted to go to Starbucks, but my family refused to take me. So I told them to drop me off because I would rather walk. So they did, they dropped me off on a corner and left. I walked...
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Its been over a year since I blogged I think... A LOT has changed. Like I worked at McDonalds as a Team Leader, but quit last week because it got really shitty. The managers are complete ass holes and literally do not care about anyone but themselves. It got so bad I eventually just gave up and quit. So now Im back at Walmart, but now I work in produce. My boyfriend also just got a job at Walmart in Dairy/Freezers.... A new boyfriend. I will make his name Z. I have known him for over a year, ...
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Wow it has literally been forever... About a year maybe?... Where did I go you might ask? Well this is going to be a long story...

Basically these have been the happiest yet darkest years of my life. I got into a few nasty habits (to be exact drinking, and other emotional things I guess?) and it resulted in my almost giving up my life.. Thank goodness it didn't end up happening though. I stopped with the habits just recently, though the scars dont go away that easily. But I am working everyday...
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With my blog, I wanted to make everyone feel like they are at home at my blog. Or "at home but better" ^ ^
I want my blog to have the vibes that I get at starbucks. Every time I go to starbucks, I just don't want to leave. I feel so happy, and at peace every time I go to starbucks. So please don't be afraid to comment, and ask me questions, because it would make me so happy to see you guys talk (if anyone even goes on here >.<) But if not, then please just enjoy my blog, and remember this is a...
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I want to show you guys a few pictures I got this year that make me smile when I look at them ^ ^ and I hope they will make you smile too

      
They are pretty simple pictures, but they make me happy thinking of the meanings behind them ^ ^
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I got a terrible flu a few days ago, and it lasted for 3 days T-T it was horrible! I was throwing up (sorry..) for a whole night, and I had nothing TO throw up! O.o It was so horrible, and I had such a bad headache, and lethargic, throat and chest really sore. Ugh I hate being sick... But I got to watch lots of movies, and lose some water weight ^ ^ I looked really skinny after o.o I hope I can stay like this!

I missed 2 days of work, but they were extra days so "oh well", plus I had 7 whole ...
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Like I mentioned in my last post, I am finally back on track! But now I am behind on my blog T-T ごめなさい！I will try to post before I go to bed, or whenever I have a chance to, now I have lots to say, but I will try to sum it up short.

I got the job ^ ^... at Walmart. Its not exactly my dream job, but its making me lots of money for Japan! I am working the till, as a cashier. Its going pretty good so far, and I am working all week (except the weekend) this week because we are having o...
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I decided to make a "to-do list"! Since I have been so off track lately, I finally decided to make a list to keep track of the things I need to do, so I can do the more important things first, and save fun and games for after, because once I am done everything I need to do it will be more enjoyable to take a break ^ ^ 
I got an app on my iPad for the "to=do list", and every morning after my workout I will put a list of everything I need to do that day. Or once I figure out how to use it right,...
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Recently I have really been trying to get a job since I am finally legal age. 
I really wanted to work at Starbucks, but a lot of difficulties happened with that...
Yesterday, I walked all over town handing in applications, and asking for jobs. I sent in applications to the pet store, Booster Juice, Starbucks, Walmart, No frills, Tim Hortons, Sobeys, and I think a few more O.o so hopefully I get a job at least at one of those places! Tim Hortons had a "hiring" sign outside, and I got to talk to...
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Its been a while!
I haven’t been able to post lately.
After Lula died, I got really sick with a fever or something, and I was sick for about 4 days. I haven’t been feeling that good lately, and I have been behind in my workouts. I haven’t done much school, and I’m just behind in everything T-T
I want to update you of what’s currently happening so I can at least get back on track with my blog!

So after Lula died (R.I.P. baby T-T), I searched up as much as I could about h...

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This really hurts to say, but Lula has passed away... I don't know why. Maybe she was older than I thought, maybe I didn't take good care of her, maybe she ate something she shouldn't have, I have no idea. All I know is that I loved her so much, and it really hurts for her to be gone, I miss her so much. I feel like half of me is missing. 
So I wrote a letter to her:

Dear Lula,
I know that we didn't know each other for that long, but it feels like I have known you my whole life. I will never for...
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Lula has an obsession with chewing on the bars of her cage, so I usually leave her outside of my room at night. But yesterday night she was so loud I couldn't sleep T-T I came out to tell her to be quiet 3 times! She kept me up for 3 hrs before I decided I had to do something about it. So at 11:30pm I searched up "what to do when your hamster is keeping you up at night", and someone said to make a bin cage! Brilliant!!!
So I got any bin I could find, and tried to put a hole in it for the water...
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People are always asking me why I always wear my pajamas... Wouldn't you like to feel comfy, and like you never got out of bed all day? 
I don't really go anywhere during the day, and if I do then I change into my casual clothes O.o
I find jeans, and other clothes very uncomfortable. When I wear my pajamas/yoga pants I feel comfy, and am able to workout whenever I feel like it! My jeans feel weird, and I cant workout in them! 

So what do you think? 
pajamas<casual clothes?
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I wasn't sure if I should post this on the fitness blog, or my personal blog, but with the subject I decided its more of a personal thing >.<

Yesterday my sister, her friend, and I were chilling in her room looking on instagram, when I came across a picture called “the batman workout”. 



 It looked pretty easy, and I was pretty hyper, so I asked them “do you dare me to do this workout?” and they were like “sure”. So I decided to do it! (Because if you know me, you ...

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As you can see, I changed the look of my site to match the season, FALL!
^ ^

Fall is such a beautiful season. I hate the cold, but the scenery makes up for the weather! 
I think fall leaves are absolutely amazing! And the vibes I get from fall are just beautiful ^ ^ ... its so majestic hehe

When I think of fall, this is what I picture;
 
 

What are your fall favs? ^ ^


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Today I decided to make sweet potato fries from a recipe my amazing friend Skye posted (Thanks Skye, they were awesome!!! >.<) and it asked for turmeric. I don't know much about turmeric, except that it tastes good hehe ^ ^
So I followed the recipe, everything went fine, UNTIL.... I discovered that turmeric dyes stuff! My nails, hands, bowl, and sink are all dyed yellow >_< it looks so funny! My nails look really weird though haha! 
Next time a recipe asks for turmeric remember, it really stick...
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This is my room ^ ^ (its bigger than it looks, I didn't get it at all angles)
 


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In this post, I am going to tell you what sources I use to learn Japanese, and what I recommend if you are self teaching yourself a language ^ ^

The first thing I did was look up how to learn a language, and the best sites and books to learn Japanese.

 

A few sites I found were:
http://www.yesjapan.com/YJ6/
http://japanese.about.com/od/japaneselessons/a/wheredoibegin.htm
http://www.japanesepod101.com/
http://www.learn-japanese.info/

 

And also youtube videos:
http://www.youtube.com...

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I am sorry, in my last post I said that I was going to post more, but it has been almost 2 weeks since my last post! I am really sorry! >.< Since we are finally moved, and settled in I will be able to post more.

Like I said, we finally moved! Our house is so spacious, beautiful, and cozy! I will post another blog with lots of pictures of the house, etc asap!
My room is really big, and just the way I wanted it ^ ^ I’m really happy everything turned out good, now the only thing...

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Hey guys!

みなさんこんにちは！

A lot has been happening lately, and I haven’t really had a chance to write about it yet. So in this post I’m going to get you up to date with what has been going on.  ^ ^

First off, I want to say that I am going to try and post on my blog every day or second day. I want to be able to post more, and this will give me a chance to always keep you guys updated ^ ^ I love writing on my blog, it gives me a sense of freedom, and happine...

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こんにちはみんなさん！

About a week or two ago, I ordered a Chinese bamboo flute! I am not exactly sure what it is called, I think its called "Xiao", but I ordered it off "Amazon" after doing lots of research of which type I should get O.o I think I got it in A major?


This is what it looks like, and I am pretty sure it is almost a metre long! I am so excited to get it (/^ ^)/ 

I found this song on youtube a long time ago, and it inspired me to learn the Chinese flute! 

https://www.yout...
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Hey guys! Sorry its been a while since I posted, things have been crazy with school...

Heres what has been happening lately;

Since its the beginning of the school year, we had to make the choice of going to school or homeschooling again. Both my sisters decided to go to public school because they find too hard to work while they are at home. I find it easy to work at home, but I decided to try out public school.
I was super nervous to go back school after 4 years of homeschooling, and I have bec...
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Hey!
I have a new addiction!
My brother introduced me to a game called "League of Legends", its a really fun game you can download for free
I have been playing it a lot, but I make sure I don't leave out other important things ^ ^

Also, summer vacation is over T_T Back to school time!
We just registered for school today. I wasn't sure if I wanted to homeschool or go to public school (its been 5 years since I have been in a public school O.o) so I had to make a fast choice, and I decided to go to a...
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I've gotten back into drawing ^ ^
I used to want to be an artist, or a manga writer. But once I saw how much better other people are, I kinda gave up T_T
But I have gotten back into drawing and doodling. I don't plan to be a artist, or have a job involving art. I just like to do it as a hobby now ^ ^
Here are a few things I have been doodling in my journal recently...



I love "Pikachu"! He's soo cute ^ ^
And I am addicted to "hello kitty". I get "hello kitty" everything! I decorated my room "hello...
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Hey everyone!
みなさん、こんにちは！

Yesterday we went for our special day to the theatre (we watched "The Croods" it was really cute!), and then out for sushi. And I published a vlog to my youtube account! I will be making more vlogs from now on, my older videos are kind of weird because I had to do them for school. So please don't judge them >_< haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIVylCMMsnA

This is the link to the video! I hope you enjoy it, don't be afraid to comment on what video...
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こんにちは、みなさん！
わたしはにほんごが投稿するです！ ＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／ やった！
すみません　日本語　は　苦手なもので・・・・

てんきはあつくてはれです！夏休みです ^ ^
わたしわおよぎにいきたいです 

読んでくれてありがとう。
あなたが私を理解できればいいと思います。

In English:
Hello everyone!
I did a blog post in Japanese! Yay!
My japanese is not very good...

It is very hot and s...
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こんにちは！
As you can see, I have made an addition to my blog! It is a fitness blog. I workout, and try to live a healthy lifestyle, so I wanted to be able to write a blog about that also! 

Its the time of the year all students are dreading (except for the students that actually like school...). The beginning of the school year. I don't want school to start! Its been so cloudy, rainy, and cold this year in Canada! We haven't even had a good summer, and now we have to go back to school! ...
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Hello everyone! みんな、こんにちは！
How are you? おげんきですか？
Anything new or exciting that you have done lately? Like go on vacation, move to a new house, buy a pet, etc...

Well, I just got my own room! I am so happy! うれしいです！I have never had my own room, I've always wanted one though! Its the color I want, the flooring I want, and the decorations I want. Its like a dream come true -^ ^-
I hope it stays that way, and nothing bad happens O.O that would be very ...
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Hi everyone! Its been too long! ひさしぶり！O.O 
I need to keep up my blogs, I feel bad not posting for so long T_T すみません

Anyways, like the title said... I finally learnt how to write and read hiragana and katakana fully! I can read manga! I am so happy! ^ ^ うれしいです！
I finally have more time to learn Japanese since it is summer vacation! It is so nice
I am going to try and blog in Japanese, I just need to work on my sentence structure and particles! I will practice mo...
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Its June! I am so excited for summer ^ ^ I have been working on my bikini body, and I am ready for the sun, swimming, ice cold lemonade, and fun! I love summer, it is my favourite time of the year!

I am finally almost done school, then I will finally be able to focus more on learning Japanese, and other things that I have been neglecting lately >.< I have been super busy with school!

I want to make a list of things to do this summer, because I usually think of a bunch of fun things to do while ...
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Hi everyone!
こんにちは！

So today I wanted to talk about video games. I have been playing video games A LOT recently! Today I beat "Star Fox Assault" on game cube. It was really easy, it only took me two days O_o my brother thinks I'm a nerd... But they are lots of fun, and when you are tired and stressed out, they are really nice to play. With school, it has been really hard to focus, I only have a week left and I have 2 whole chapters left of math! I really hope I can get caught up ins...
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Sorry I haven't posted in so long! I have wanted to come and blog, but I have been so occupied with school, and getting ready for summer, and a lot has been going on with my friends, so I haven't had any time to. すむません！＞_＜
I will try my best to blog more, even if not many people (or no one) look at my blog. I want to try and at least blog once a week, so then you will know why I am so busy. Hehe~ ^ ^

So far I am having a real hard time with mathematics, it  is my worst subject. ...
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こんにちは！
Today I edited the blog again because the comments were messed up! So now to comment you can use disqus, facebook, blogger, and so on. It is easier for me to know if you commented now because every time someone comments it send me and email to tell me. So now I will be able to know if someone posts so I can get back to fast!

One thing... It deleted all the comments that used to be on here! （＞д＜）
Looks like we will be starting off fresh, so please leave me lots of com...
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こんにちは！

Today I wanted to blog about diet. Every one in Canada is always trying different diets such as; the baby food diet, Atkins diet, vegetable diet, raw food diet, fruititarian diet, and so on. But now after going through all this, and trying different diet and never being satisfied, I have learned that the best diet is the one that works for you.

I believe in eating a healthy lifestyle, I'm not saying you should eat lots of chips, and candies, but I think you should follow a d...
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こんにちは！

Spring is almost here! But guess what... We still have a foot of snow where I live, and it is still snowing! ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ
I really hope that it stops snowing so it can be warm and sunny. I want to see flowers again!

My sibling, and I went biking, but now it is much to snowy to go biking again. It is really cold, and going outside is crazy!

What is the weather like where you are?

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Well seems like this is my first blog! Im really excited to start blogging. I have made blogs for me and my friends, for my progress in Japanese, and for school. But I have never made my own blog for me!

I really hope that this blog can get popular though, I want lots of people to see, comment, and be inspired by it!

The first thing I want to talk about though is... JAPANESE FOOD! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

I have been a raw vegan for 2 years, but severe craving to Japanese food make me give int...
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