I am pretty happy today. I didn't have a good night again last night, just not happy and ccouldn't sleep and such. But this morning I woke up really early and couldn't fall back asleep so I just stayed up and looked up stuff for my career. I was looking at jobs including teaching English, hair styling, waitress, bar-tending (Z won't let me tho aha), poker dealing, so on. And there are a lot of cool career options out there to try. I don't have to just stick to hair styling, though that is my ...
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Hellooo everybody,
Well life have been pretty crazy lately. Im now graduated, I got into a hair school which I will be starting in less than 2 weeks.... (So nervous) and I have to move to the city asap. Z and I were planning on moving together, and we found a house and everything was working out perfect. But Z's parents didn't like the location.. It was a pretty sketchy neighbourhood I must admit, but it wasn't horrible. Like there is a lot worse out there, and I believe we were fortunate to f...
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I am unbelievably tired this morning T-T I just want to sleep all day. Probably because yesterday night was my first day at work, and there is a lot of lifting and pushing and moving involved in produce. So far it seems a lot better than McDonalds, but I hope it stays good or gets better so Im not at another shitty job. But I have to admit, even if it were a shitty job I would still be happy because working with Z is so much fun =3
For some reason these mornings, as soon as I wake up I think a...
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Wow it has literally been forever... About a year maybe?... Where did I go you might ask? Well this is going to be a long story...

Basically these have been the happiest yet darkest years of my life. I got into a few nasty habits (to be exact drinking, and other emotional things I guess?) and it resulted in my almost giving up my life.. Thank goodness it didn't end up happening though. I stopped with the habits just recently, though the scars dont go away that easily. But I am working everyday...
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With my blog, I wanted to make everyone feel like they are at home at my blog. Or "at home but better" ^ ^
I want my blog to have the vibes that I get at starbucks. Every time I go to starbucks, I just don't want to leave. I feel so happy, and at peace every time I go to starbucks. So please don't be afraid to comment, and ask me questions, because it would make me so happy to see you guys talk (if anyone even goes on here >.<) But if not, then please just enjoy my blog, and remember this is a...
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I want to show you guys a few pictures I got this year that make me smile when I look at them ^ ^ and I hope they will make you smile too

      
They are pretty simple pictures, but they make me happy thinking of the meanings behind them ^ ^
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Its been a while!
I haven’t been able to post lately.
After Lula died, I got really sick with a fever or something, and I was sick for about 4 days. I haven’t been feeling that good lately, and I have been behind in my workouts. I haven’t done much school, and I’m just behind in everything T-T
I want to update you of what’s currently happening so I can at least get back on track with my blog!

So after Lula died (R.I.P. baby T-T), I searched up as much as I could about h...

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This really hurts to say, but Lula has passed away... I don't know why. Maybe she was older than I thought, maybe I didn't take good care of her, maybe she ate something she shouldn't have, I have no idea. All I know is that I loved her so much, and it really hurts for her to be gone, I miss her so much. I feel like half of me is missing. 
So I wrote a letter to her:

Dear Lula,
I know that we didn't know each other for that long, but it feels like I have known you my whole life. I will never for...
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