I am pretty happy today. I didn't have a good night again last night, just not happy and ccouldn't sleep and such. But this morning I woke up really early and couldn't fall back asleep so I just stayed up and looked up stuff for my career. I was looking at jobs including teaching English, hair styling, waitress, bar-tending (Z won't let me tho aha), poker dealing, so on. And there are a lot of cool career options out there to try. I don't have to just stick to hair styling, though that is my ...
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This really hurts to say, but Lula has passed away... I don't know why. Maybe she was older than I thought, maybe I didn't take good care of her, maybe she ate something she shouldn't have, I have no idea. All I know is that I loved her so much, and it really hurts for her to be gone, I miss her so much. I feel like half of me is missing. 
So I wrote a letter to her:

Dear Lula,
I know that we didn't know each other for that long, but it feels like I have known you my whole life. I will never for...
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